btw please be patient and bear with me, im quite busy lately...
sasHa MARTINEZ


Need You:Martinez,MichaelNothing could explain what i felt before, my past remains of blood that ran like water, and memories that still make me scream and bring tears, I remember them, i start to feel dizzy and my face gets hotter, it all feels like a scary bad dream, but when the screaming doesnt work, I remember my fears.Need You:Martinez,Michael
But now thats all in my past, and now that I have you, all those memories have dissapeared fast; and you have helped me more than you know, and without you I feel scared and lost like I dont know what to do or where to go, and baby theres nothing in this world I wouldnt do,


Without you:Martinez,Michaelyou really don't know what you mean to me, now that youre mine if youre gone i just wouldn know how to be, without you I just wouldnt be right, a piece of me would be gone and I dont know but I just might, lose self control and I don't know am I russian or am I white?Without you:Martinez,Michael
I need you and without you im not so strong, without you I could try it but it would not last for long, I fell in love with you and we got this far, to go on in life without you would just be wrong, so like you always tell me we can make it and be strong.
You open my eyes to see things but without you I am


For the betterThink of me as I think of you, if not you then I dont know who, please explain to me as i have explained to you, show me what it all means cause i really have no clue, cant wait for the day to hear your lips say i do, and i can see it in your eyes that you feel the same way too.For the better
My heart is yours forever, only your love will I truly treasure, my life is changed but only for the better, i always tell you no words could explain, but i will still try to show you by fitting them all together, and i will try my very hardest in this poem sort of letter.
When I am hurt or when I am scared, you are there to comfort and prote


Nothing to No One_My eyes ________dropping drips ________salty pain ________upon my lipsNothing to No One
_My thoughts ________slowly grind ________perplexing knots ________riddle my mind
_My heart ________beaten and bruised ________tired of beating ________defeated and used
_My scars ________contracting marks ________the darkened parts ________of dimming sparks
_My love ________nothing to no one... ________perhaps someday, ________something to someone
___Steve


Someday.Someday
She is Something special Unique in every way A dream that will never come true Again
- Steve


Destiny Gets the Best of Me.Destiny Gets the Best of Me
My feet have carried me to many places, My eyes watch all the passing faces,
Still my heart looks for a girl, With compassion and grace, For my arms to embrace,
Sadly enough, she continues to remain Elusive, So out of touch with my feelings, my perception becomes Inconclusive,
I know she is out there, Only in time, will I know where,
Sometimes, Believing in destiny, Seems to get the best of me.
- Steve


Opening Closed Doors.Opening Closed Doors
Like a thick fog where sight doesn't reach an extended arm's fingertips My feelings struggle to reach my lips As I continue to be swallowed up by what I fail to explain Peace of mind only becomes all the more impossible to sustain Knocked back and forth I have lost my sense of direction And now, everything I once believed in I hold in question The uncertainty leaves me feeling so incomplete Like finding love that you do not get to keep I feel myself beginning to crack; I just hope that when I finally fall apart Someone will be there to catc
--
"let's give 50 cent one more bullet for pretending he's a G
Previous PageNext Page